I have not been on the site for some time. I have been in the hospital not for seizures or anything but, for other things. Nor has it been for my Diabetes... Those of you who know me know I have Diabetes. But it was for an Appendicitis. The second tome O went in. They thought it could be with my heart but, turns out that I have a heart of a 20 year old which is great because I am in my 40s and I do have high cholesterol but, low blood pressure. After spending a lot of time in and out of the hospital everything is great now. Seizures are good. Not too many while going thru all of it.

Today in the chat room we were talking about getting together away we could get awareness out. We are getting an Email together to send out, A chain letter of sorts to set a date to over whelm the office of Oprah. We would like to...

I woke up yesterday morning and had 5 srzs. It was not a good day for me or my Hubby. He had to stay home from work. They just would not stop. I had a MRI a few months ago. I did not know that I should have taken my Insulin Pump off....

I know it's been awhile.... I have not left a blog in some time. I am now on Topamax. I do like it better. My daughter is till gone. Still a run-a-way. That is stressful. My heart is broken over it. The hardest thing I ever had to...

Anyone out there that has taken Lyrica I would like some input on this drug... I know it is new. My Dr. says I have 3 meds to choose from if I want to change but would like to find out more about this drug. Topamax and Lamictel are...

How long should one wait to say that their seizures are under control? If I was havinggg szrs everyday through out the day and have not had one for over 2 months is it right to say and be happy about it? At first my szrs were about...

I was trying to please somebody and not myself.... But, these few weeks I had to remind myself that I am and can be my own worst enemy... But, been trying to be my friend and that it is alright to be me and lgive myself the okay to...

I just want to say, I hope all is well with all of you. Thank you all for the suport you have given me. I am not sure where I would be at this point if I wouldnt have found this site. The wonderful people here that have found me and...

I was on the puter as always. The phone rang. Hubby said its Kaiser. Great I thought to myself... Now what? The person on the other end says, " U need to make an apptment in Redwood city" What the heck I thought. so I ask. The other...

Do ppl not care about how others feel? Do all teens walk around with thier heads up in thier asses? Do they not get I dont feel good most of the time and cant cater to them. Do they not get that stress of thier crazy stupidity makes...

I thank my lucky stars I have a brother like mine. Hubby has to work at night so been at Lil Brothers house. Him and his mate are really great people. I love them. Some people givethings like gifts but, when you truely feel loved as...

I wonder if I am having szrs at night. As I lay in bed thinking I want to sleep, I get this feeling of szing but, still drifting off. I feel my body twitching and szing, I cant scream out to anyone. I cant get out of bed to let someone...

Okay I am over it AGAIN!!!! Dont know for how long but, for now I am... I slept most of the day after venting. Dang it takes it out of you to be pissed off...LOL... I use to rant and rave for hours and not get tired... I guess thats...

I am mad as hell here. Is it too much to ask that some frig'n doctor talk to us like real people? If I get one more excuse for not doing a test or something to figure out this freak of a brain I have I think I am going to choke the...

As the days run together I think I am do'n better... hehe that rhymes...lol... Any0hoot... I think I am doing better with this Tegretol, I am introducing a 3rd dose today. and I have 4 days left of winging off Dilantin. I hope this...

I am going to see a new Doctor today. I hope this one can give me more info on anything.... I did get my doppler echocardiogram back but, that Doc says I have to come in to get the results. Too hard to explain over the phone or...

I am greatful for I have a great support group here and with others but, I am still sad today for I woke up I said... I still have this shaking and trimmers. I know I am not the worst case in this world but, I do live with mine everyday....

Ever wonder if the saying, "A COLD AND SAD DAY IN HELL" was ever true? I say... Yes!!! I feel so like screaming.. I feel so, like crying, I feel so, like laying down and dying. But, knowing the real me... I know I cant stop fighting....

Went to the doctors today. No change, still have to use the wheelchair for 2 more weeks. I am greatful for that. Did more blood work and had my Echocardiogram, get the results back next week. I am doing good other wise. Thank you all...

I have not felt the same sense I had the last few szrs. It is hard to use my left side now. Mostly in my hand and arm. I had to increase my meds. I feel like I have electricity running thru me most of the time. I go back to the doctors...

Yes, it was a bad day.. Thee(3) szrs in about hour. my Daughter Brandee and my Grand-dasughter Leeta were there. THey called 991 and Hubby came home from work. Not feeling too good right now, the Ativan had a bad reaction on me. I...

I was lying in bed this morning after a not so good night. the phone rang.. It was Kaiser Hospital. I had wrote and e-mail to Patient care/management. First e-mail I basically said I was tired of not getting what anywhere with the...

I am getting scared for it is coming up on the 2 month mark of having a szr. My szrs have been happing to me about every 2 months. First time had 2, second time had 5, The szrs I have are terrifying. I see my hand,arm is moving faster...

I took the "I got pisssssssssst today" down because I do not want to give any time to that kind of ignorance. I do thank those of you who replies to it. I know this to be true but, I just got so angry. I know stupid is as stupid does....

I found some new friends today. Some friends that are there for me like I never knew before. I have a best friend and she is wonderful but, she does not understand this. I was so alone before I found this site. My Hubby and kids were...

Hello to you. I have thought about every time I have had a szr. I cant seem to think of anything that I have done that is common. I do have a warning of slow movement to my left arm. It could be a few mins. or a few hours before...

Today I went shopping, I cant believe how rude people are. I never noticed it much before I had to be in a wheel-chair. I hope I never acted like that. Any-hoot... I am really glad I got out today. I don't go many places for fear I...